Well, I began a new role this week -- full time teacher! I'm doing a long-term subbing position for one of the teachers at the elementary school who is on maternity leave. I'll be there until May 21 -- the end of the school year. While I have been quite nervous about this, the week has gone very well! I feel more confident every day, and I enjoy being there every day and getting back into the teaching mode. It's been 5 years since I taught full time! Cambry has adjusted quite well to the new routine. Caiden has always had trouble with change, so this has been an emotional week for him. However, they seem to enjoy it at the babysitter's house, and they're always happy when I come to pick them up! I have to admit that it will feel good to sleep a little later on Saturday morning. 6:15 a.m. feels quite early when I've been used to 8:00 a.m.!
I have struggled with writing about the shooting in Hesston - in fact, I wasn't going to post anything about it. However, for the sake of memories, I decided I should at least touch on it. It does deserve a place. It just hit so close to home - particularly since Doug was directly involved. Honestly, I sometimes feel guilty for struggling with this tragedy. I wasn't there, I didn't lose anyone close to me, and, although I know a few people who work there, I didn't know any of the victims. And I get to move on with my life with little disruption. I feel like I am on the outside looking in. But I guess that's okay. I didn't have to be directly involved for this to touch me. My heart is sad for the families of those who died, for those who were injured, for those who witnessed it, for my brother-in-law who will probably replay images over and over, for my sister and my niece and nephew who might sometimes wonder "what if?", for th...
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